Sometimes I wish I could pause time to stop, think, reassess, re-valuate, redo, revive, relax...
If I could I would spend more time with the person I love...
Maybe even catch up on work...if i can...
There's so much work...I find myself staring at a blank screen...hoping that if I close my eye's really tight...that when I open them it'll all be done :|As much as I seem to do there's always more...
I seem to just worry and worry and worry and worry and worry...till I lay down to sleep and my thoughts race through my mind never allowing myself to achieve some sort of mental clarity...
lately my comfort at night has been texts from a certain someone, they know who :) she's allowed me to sleep soundly at night, put my mind at ease...It's nice knowing that someones thinking about you...I lye in bed waiting for the light to emit from my phone and her name to appear...and the '1 new message' to pop up :)
Her comfort is only temporary though...as my workload increases the warm fuzzy feelings fade into nothingness...I need to get a permanent solution...but i don't know if one even exists :|
I know what, I know when, I know where, I even know who...but I don't know how.
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