63) changed by you

Out of sight out of mind right? Well it's getting to be that way. If you no longer see someone it doesn't mean they don't exist. Everything that was still remains the past lingers and reminds. Reminds me of what used to be.

Please wait while i slowly untie my tongue tonight

I pray by some feeble attempt

My words would tell you what my heart has to say

Cause you've always been right beside me for so many days

How could i be without you now

Finding something new. I'm not sure how I feel anymore. How to determine truth from lies, no longer giving the benefit of the doubt and just assuming that whatever it is, is a lie until proven otherwise.

Cause i am changed by you

The more i get to know you

The more i want you close to me

And i'll take care of you

Please just say you love me

Forever be whatever you need

Caution is taken with every prospect. I no longer have the desire to put myself out there. Just to be torn down when I'm feeling comfortable.

And so if your supposed to get what you deserve in life
And you came just in the nick of time
God's grace has overtaken me
My love needless to say i am blessed by you
Cause you are the one
You are the one that i've been waiting for
I've been waiting for

I can't talk to you about anything. I no longer wish to try, when in return I'm given silence. Someone to fill this empty void.

And i am changed by you
The more i get to know you
The more i want you close to me
And i'll take care of you
Please just say you love me
Forever be whatever you need

I'm not asking for a lot. At least I don't think I am. Would you take me as I am? Or do I need to change. If I have to change would you be worthwhile? Hesitation grips me, grips every fiber of my body until I absolutely know what i'm doing.

You knock my fears away

And reach inside me with your eyes

And light a burning fire

And i can not stop staring

There is something about you, That's always been there. Why am I still hesitant? Should I have something to fear? But i'm not a fearful person. I'm aware of consequences I guess. It's what shapes my morals. I want to change, but not so that no one recognises me, just enough to make you want me.

And i am changed by you

The more i get to know you

The more i want you close to me

And i'll take care of you

Please just say you love me

Forever be whatever you need

What to do now, when life seems to have shut all your doors. No one has the power to see behind the doors. But everyone has the power to open them. I think I need to open one.

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The lyrics are from Changed By You by Between The Trees.