So I make an effort to talk to you to be friends with you, But I guess your just in your own little world with your own problems. I wish i'd given you more attention when we'd first met, maybe things would be different now. Trying to start conversations with you is like trying to talk to a brick wall. I'm not asking for much, just some time. Your an emotional roller-coaster, I don't know what or when to say something to you. Are you just ignoring me? Or do just find me irritating? If so let me know I'm walking blind here and I just want some answers. Why do you think guys are afraid to commit, it's because there afraid of being being shut down. We only do things if we're certain.
People can be so hypocritical sometimes. Wanting people to express their feelings and expecting change when they aren't willing to do so themselves. I'm no different, I've been hypocritical at times. Your so hard to read and I just wish I could've gotten to know you better. There's so little time and school is just getting harder and harder. Before we know it we'll be doing our HSC and we'll never see each other again, or maybe we will, but will it be too late? I'm being fairly vague and this may just be coming out of no where.
There's this one memory that I have of you that is embedded in my mind. For some reason I just can't seem to forget. Every time I think of it, it just makes me happy. Your smile.
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