61) Exams = Stress

Feels like it's been a long day. Exams are next week and I've done little study. I want to do well but I'm not putting enough effort in. I suppose if I really cared I wouldn't be blogging right now. I suppose I don't really need to worry about exams that much. What I want to do in the future doesn't require me to get 100% in anything, just as long as I pass. But, I don't want to to just pass, I want to exceed the expectations.

This essay draft is coming along, slowly. I've been flipping back and forth turning sheets over here and there finding TEPA's and writing topic sentences. My desk is cluttered with sheets and pens. I'm so frickin tired. Not just in the mornings anymore but all the time. Just exhausted of the constant thinking and analysing. The learning and the repetition. Your brain never being able to switch off. I have not watched a movie where I have not analysed and thought deeply about how they would've produced it. The camera angles, the storyline etc. The whole thing just isn't what it used to be.

The stress of it all is becoming apparent in class. If you've ever stopped to watch, Everyone in class just get so restless, no longer wanting to do work, just sit and chill and talk and laugh. I can't blame them. Anyways I better finish this work.