46) falling behind

I can't shake this feeling. Like i'm being held back by some imaginary force. Then I realise the only thing that's holding me back is myself. I shouldn't care what other people think, as long as i'm happy, right?

But then again how fast can opinions change. Where do these changes come from? Suddenly seeing someone in a different light. Knowing something that they've trusted you to and not seeing them any differently.

A lot of the other blogs are talking about boyfriends and girlfriends. How everyone has one. Shut up, as if your not pretty. Anyways this was always gonna be a short post. I'll try and catch up for all the days I've missed.

Everything seems clearer when you take a second glance. But I just can't help but feel like i'm falling behind.