41) windows into the soul

How long can I deny my heart. Till it ceases to try and guide me. It's like a war rages on inside me with every decision I make. Inner turmoil threatens to make me go insane. Emotions like a storm, cloud my judgment. Your eyes stare into my soul and I can't seem hide. The pain in your eyes, that blank stare. I don't want to make eye contact. Cos I know you'll see how I feel.

I'm sorry.

I love you.