So many decisions I need to make. Life has just been confusing and I've discovered some answers to my questions but not the answers I want. At one stage you seemed as real as the air in my lungs. Yet, somehow things changed and you left, leaving me breathless. How quickly your opinion changed that I didn't get a chance to tell you.
The void seems to get filled but as soon as I'm comfortable some rushing wind takes away my security and content. All i'm left with are memories of you and me, and the texts that remind me of what could've been.
Now I'm back to square one. But i'm not planning on pursuing that path anymore. I've been played and left wanting. However, today made me realise when we talked, things are awkward and you'd made up your mind how it was going to be. I was lost for words at your bluntness and couldn't organise my thoughts. What came out of my mouth wasn't witty remarks or smartarse comments, but waffle and murmurs.
I feel like all i've done was waste time, I wish you'd never sent that text. Leave the coals to burn out, not rekindle the fire. We're done.
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