79) a good last day

Last day of the holidays. It was probably the most constructive day of the week (: Started off by going to my mate's house and having a Jam with a group of friends. We ended up writing a song. Well, they did the music, I came up with the lyrics. The rest of the day has been spent getting ready for school, homework, uniform etc.

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It's been a good break you could say. I no longer feel like a shadow, following people from place to place but rather doing my own thing, my own way.

Things have changed so much these past two weeks, friendships made and lost, clouds cleared and fog appeared. Some days I would know what I had to do, who I wanted to be with, then the next I wouldn't. Confused, the one word I would use to describe how I felt.

There's a lot of stuff that's happened in these past two weeks that I never even thought would. But they did and I guess that's just life, unexpected, relentless and a cold hard bitch.

Then again certain people have made me extremely happy,just by the things they've said. It's been...heart-warming, to say the least. I hope things work out between us and that someday soon we'll find the time. I can wait, but I'd rather not, every second we waste is another second we won't get to be together.

I can be your hero...



...but only if you'll let me.