Dark grey clouds loomed heavily over Moruya...as I sat in my loneliness watching them envelop the once clear blue sky :(
There was, is, so much on my mind...so much I have to do in such a short amount of time...I'm suppose to go on a holiday with my family in march...I was keen to go at first but now...i don't wanna spend anymore time with my family then I have to...
I hate having to be the responsible, respectable, presentable, eldest son...Fucking ASIAN parents are the worst when it comes to expectations...You can't talk to them about things, there's no room for change...only what is aloud and what is not :(
Time spent away from them is time well spent...
Just a temporary topic change...
As of late...Jess has started working at the 'restaurant' as well as making my job easier, she's also made me want to work...I now look forward to Friday and Saturday nights :) Your definitely my inspiration Jess :)
back to my rant...
Family is great...but, my followers and fellow bloggers...you all know what happens when you spend too much time with them...Well at least for me I can only spend short amounts of time with them before I get sick of it...I don't hate them, Just dislike spending too much time with them...
Constantly reminding me of how hard they work to put me through school etc etc...Constant guilt trips...Which has inspired me to get the best job i can possibly get...and not force my children to work, allow them to have relationships with people of the opposite sex and enjoy their lives (to a certain extent of course)...
The rains have stopped but the grey clouds still hang above me....Well at least i've got some inspiration.
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