I stare blankly at the screen, glancing from work sheet to keyboard :| Tiny Letters grouped into words, words joined into sentences, and sentences tied together in paragraphs...meshing together with a few pictures here and there to create a finished piece, of useless nothingness...
It would be nice to know what the future holds...to see where my life is heading, I want, need, an outside view of my life...to know that my existence will not continue to be pointless and empty...If i could just see...
But I guess that's not the way life works...
I constantly let good things slip through my fingers...Because I feel inadequate and unworthy...I guess you hear that all the time...People not willing to put out because there afraid that person will shut them down...
And I understand that...not knowing what the other person is thinking is pretty scary...especially when it risks destroying what you have...but if it does work out...then it could be even greater than before :)
I realise now i'm rambling and have strayed a little off topic...but i guess it just shows how my mind is easily distracted...and maybe that's why I have no inspiration...because I can't keep focused...But then again she is always on my mind...
I guess i'm just focusing on the wrong subject...her
ITS ZEP NOT ANONYMOUS!
ReplyDeletelol, nice blog bro, insightful, but i reckon the best thing bout life is not knowing whats around the corner. And life aint bout waiting for the storm to pass. Its bout learning to dance in the rain. haha an i love life like that, cease every opportunity and don't worry bout what everyone else thinks.. Sometimes the worst situations are the best, cause all it is, is another chapter in the book..haha, or maybe im just insane..haha i think i gone of topic too, lolz should write me own blog, but yeh, let life be unpredictable, all I do in bad situations is ask meself.. Will it matter in 100years time??? lolz, peace:)
Zep
Thanks for the comment Johnny...I like the way you think hahaha...Maybe you should write your own blog, seriously.
ReplyDeleteThis whole blog things is becoming a bit of a craze hahaha...it's nice to know i'm the cause :)
Anyways i'm out...