Wednesday, September 15, 2010

87) maybe it's just me

Are you the one I've been looking for? Just so we're clear, I'm a lot different to what your use to. But maybe that's a good thing. Do you think you might want me as much as I want you?

Living a life in denial of what is so real is...absurd. The confusion I have is misguided, my logic playing a larger role then my heart which has been misplaced somewhere within the depths of my soul. Are you real? is what I am to you real? Maybe I'm under false pretenses.

If it's meant to be it'll happen...But i'm a man of action, I don't do well being idle. Watching what I love slip out of my hands. I'm still young, I'm allowed to make mistakes, but you won't be one of them. Pushing the problem to the side is only a band-aid solution, it's still there, just covered up.

"What should I do?"
A solution, an answer is what I would like to hear. Waiting, sitting, wishing and hoping. Everything I didn't want to do. Indecision holding back the words in my mouth, threatening to blurt out and tell you how I feel.

It's a great feeling when you say hi or look my way and smile, because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind...


...your on my mind.



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